So I’m back…I guess. Not a lot has changed. Older. Grumpier. Blessed. Not reading as much. Not watching as much. Not going out…ever. Some shit has changed. Niece is in state care. She’s defiant, angry, spiteful, and just not overly pleasant right now. She’s in a state hospital residency thing. Oldest has really gone downhill.[…]
Since my last post, nothings changed. Still a miserable fuck. Have found myself a new play thing. Blonde, young(just turned 23), cute, sexy, and…fun 😉 Best part, she lives many states away and other than the physical there’s no connection. It gets my mind off…things. Which is good. I miss having someone to talk to,[…]
Personality Disorder Test Results Paranoid |||||||||||||||| 66% Schizoid |||||||||||| 42% Schizotypal |||||||||||||||| 70% Antisocial |||| 14% Borderline |||||||||||||||||||| 82% Histrionic |||||||||||| 46% Narcissistic || 10% Avoidant |||||||||||||||||| 74% Dependent |||||||||||||||||||| 82% Obsessive-Compulsive |||||||||||| 50% Take Free Personality Disorder TestPersonality Test by SimilarMinds.com The top 4 disorder descriptions Borderline Personality Disorder – individual shows a generalized[…]
Yeah, totally done!
Chiefs fans rejoice! After the Chiefs embarrassing loss to the Charger’s yesterday, the first casualty of this atrocious season is the resignation of King Carl who is now in his 19th year of a 3 year plan. The resignation is effective immediately after the season and it’s about fucking time. Now we need Herm Edwards[…]
Ok, I’m a little late on the Flight of the Conchords bandwagon but if it’s alright, I’d like to get in on the fun. I started catching replays of their show on HBO and I can’t get enough of them. It’s just inspired, brilliant stuff…and mutha’uckin’ hilarious. The first season DVD will soon be mine,[…]
Watched a couple movies, only worth mentioning one really so I’ll start it with. Unless you’re completely dense…or blind. The movie is Secondhand Lions. A nice little family film about a shy boy, his crappy mother, and his 2 eccentric uncles. Pretty basic story. Crappy mom hears the aforementioned Uncles are rich and have millions[…]
DJ Sara and DJ Ryusei Ver 1 Two kids(5&8) rippin’ it on the turntables. DJ Sara is incredible. I would love to see something like this live. Scratch battles…do they still exist? Last time I even remember seeing it referenced was in the 90’s in the movie Juice.
Sis tried to kill herself with a bottle of benadryl. She’s still in the psyche ward on watch. So there’s that. Tayonna attacked staff Thursday yet still got a pass Friday to come home. Not sure how that works. Shockingly she’s been a terror since being here. Reward bad behavior and surprise, she continues being[…]
Someone recently asked me what I want. In life. In general. Anything. And I didn’t have an answer. Even after thinking about it a while. I had nothing. Figured I’d sleep on it. Still nothing. It’s really bothering me that there’s nothing in life I want. I mean there’s obvious easy answers. Sis being clean(she’s[…]
So I’m back…I guess. Not a lot has changed. Older. Grumpier. Blessed. Not reading as much. Not watching as much. Not going out…ever. Some shit has changed. Niece is in state care. She’s defiant, angry, spiteful, and just not overly pleasant right now. She’s in a state hospital residency thing. Oldest has really gone downhill.[…]
Ok, here’s my last bitchy, whiny, woe is me, life sucks, lonely, shit stain of an existence post…for awhile. I spent over half my life without female companionship. The saying “ignorance is bliss” has never been so perfect. I had no idea what I was missing as I didn’t have it. I was “happy” in[…]
Since my last post, nothings changed. Still a miserable fuck. Have found myself a new play thing. Blonde, young(just turned 23), cute, sexy, and…fun 😉 Best part, she lives many states away and other than the physical there’s no connection. It gets my mind off…things. Which is good. I miss having someone to talk to,[…]
This has been my daily mantra every morning for like 3 years. Sure there were some days that were okay. Sprinkles of hope here and there. There was Tiffany, which at the time seemed amazing, but seriously. That was a fucking nightmare. Yay me! I got to fuck a lying, drug addict. And that was[…]
Personality Disorder Test Results Paranoid |||||||||||||||| 66% Schizoid |||||||||||| 42% Schizotypal |||||||||||||||| 70% Antisocial |||| 14% Borderline |||||||||||||||||||| 82% Histrionic |||||||||||| 46% Narcissistic || 10% Avoidant |||||||||||||||||| 74% Dependent |||||||||||||||||||| 82% Obsessive-Compulsive |||||||||||| 50% Take Free Personality Disorder TestPersonality Test by SimilarMinds.com The top 4 disorder descriptions Borderline Personality Disorder – individual shows a generalized[…]
Been awhile huh? Not too terrible much to talk about as I’m kind of lazy as you well know. Let’s see…I’ve been out once since going to see The Dark Knight Rises. It was not a good time. We took the kids to Chuck E. Cheese in Joplin. It was hot as fuck and damn[…]
So we had ourselves another night of drunkenness. This time everybody’s favorite curmudgeon was in attendance and he got…well drunk. With that said, I got very very drunk, and very very fast. I don’t know what the hell hit me so hard but it really fucked me up. I slept through a good portion of[…]
So I got an invite on facebook to join zoosk. Dating site or some such nonsense. I have no life, so figure “why the fuck not.” I sign up, set my search settings and start going through my matches. I don’t even get through 10 matches and who do I see…the ex-lady. Needless to say…I’m[…]
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