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Nothing changes…

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Published on: June 27, 2012

I’m done trying. I give up. I don’t know why I thought things would be different this time. No GED pre-test for me today. No getting up. No new wheelchair. Just the same shit, different day. If not for the kids, I’d just completely check out. Nothing for me otherwise. No one to spend my[…]

2 months down…a lifetime to go…

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Published on: June 25, 2012

Yesterday marked 2 months since the split. I handled it much better than the 1 month un-niversary. It’s not any easier, but I’ve learned how to handle it better…don’t be a douche. I’m not gonna dwell on it…in this post. I go Wednesday to take the GED pre-test. Then may have to wait to do[…]

Dreams…

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Published on: June 5, 2012

Dreams fucking suck. What’s worse than a dream is waking up from a fucking dream. Realizing your still living the same shitty, miserable fucking life you were before. Nothings changed. You can probably guess what the dream was about. If not, well poo on you. Anyway, I realistically know it’s over. It’s been over a[…]

It has begun…

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Published on: May 23, 2012

Got my weights today. Gonna start using them every day. Build up some muscle. Once my mom gets her shit together, start getting up 4-5x a week. Push a little. Sit outside with the kids. Enjoy life for what it is and not what I wish it was. With that said…I’m a dumbass. I tried[…]

I’m doing ok now…for now.

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Published on: May 19, 2012

After reading the last blog numerous times I see I may have been a bit…dickish. We were together for 8 wonderful months. You don’t spend that amount of time with somebody and share what we shared. The smiles, laughs, tears. The long conversations about any and everything. Waking up in the middle of the night[…]

What if’s and why’s…

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Published on: May 19, 2012

Yesterday I was sad, depressed, poor me, woe is me. Just a sad little man. Today I wake up grumpy and angry. I could be happy, but I’m not. I’m not because of a decision that I find asinine. Why should two people be miserable when they could easily be happy. Then I think, maybe[…]

You know what sucks…?

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Published on: May 18, 2012

No? Well I’ll tell you. Over and over again putting yourself out there. Saying everything that’s on your mind. Expressing yourself, and your feelings and getting nothing in return. That’s been one of the hardest things with this break up. That I revealed my heart, and yes soul to only get “I know.” “You’re right.”[…]

Making moves…

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Published on: May 15, 2012

Well I just made a long ass post, but it didn’t fucking post so here’s the abridged version… I got rid of a bunch of non-essential expenses to the tune of $130 a month to hopefully fund needs I have. The main need is to drive. I saw some people on youtube with my level[…]

Ties have been cut…

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Published on: May 13, 2012

I poured my heart out and got my answer. That answer was given to me in the form of a craigslist ad. I won’t go into detail, but I was being a douche, got into someone’s email and there in black and white was my answer. I fucked up I know. Shitty thing to do.[…]

Drinking can be good…

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Published on: May 12, 2012

I gotta say it was a pretty good night. I may have had a taaaaad too much and when it hit it hard. But during this, we had some real meaningful conversation. We had some inappropriate conversation as well ;). I said some things I never would have said had I not been drunk. They[…]

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