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Sis tried to kill herself with a bottle of benadryl. She’s still in the psyche ward on watch. So there’s that. Tayonna attacked staff Thursday yet still got a pass Friday to come home. Not sure how that works. Shockingly she’s been a terror since being here. Reward bad behavior and surprise, she continues being[…]

I want for nothing

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Published on: July 11, 2019

Someone recently asked me what I want. In life. In general. Anything. And I didn’t have an answer. Even after thinking about it a while. I had nothing. Figured I’d sleep on it. Still nothing. It’s really bothering me that there’s nothing in life I want. I mean there’s obvious easy answers. Sis being clean(she’s[…]

I didn’t miss me either

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Published on: May 1, 2019

So I’m back…I guess. Not a lot has changed. Older. Grumpier. Blessed. Not reading as much. Not watching as much. Not going out…ever. Some shit has changed. Niece is in state care. She’s defiant, angry, spiteful, and just not overly pleasant right now. She’s in a state hospital residency thing. Oldest has really gone downhill.[…]

Just get it all out there…

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Published on: September 24, 2013

Ok, here’s my last bitchy, whiny, woe is me, life sucks, lonely, shit stain of an existence post…for awhile. I spent over half my life without female companionship. The saying “ignorance is bliss” has never been so perfect. I had no idea what I was missing as I didn’t have it. I was “happy” in[…]

Pointless blog post…

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Published on: September 22, 2013

Since my last post, nothings changed. Still a miserable fuck. Have found myself a new play thing. Blonde, young(just turned 23), cute, sexy, and…fun 😉 Best part, she lives many states away and other than the physical there’s no connection. It gets my mind off…things. Which is good. I miss having someone to talk to,[…]

“I hate life.”

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Published on: September 15, 2013

This has been my daily mantra every morning for like 3 years. Sure there were some days that were okay. Sprinkles of hope here and there. There was Tiffany, which at the time seemed amazing, but seriously. That was a fucking nightmare. Yay me! I got to fuck a lying, drug addict. And that was[…]

Personality test…

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Published on: January 11, 2013

Personality Disorder Test Results Paranoid |||||||||||||||| 66% Schizoid |||||||||||| 42% Schizotypal |||||||||||||||| 70% Antisocial |||| 14% Borderline |||||||||||||||||||| 82% Histrionic |||||||||||| 46% Narcissistic || 10% Avoidant |||||||||||||||||| 74% Dependent |||||||||||||||||||| 82% Obsessive-Compulsive |||||||||||| 50% Take Free Personality Disorder TestPersonality Test by SimilarMinds.com The top 4 disorder descriptions Borderline Personality Disorder – individual shows a generalized[…]

Just random musings…

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Published on: September 17, 2012

Been awhile huh? Not too terrible much to talk about as I’m kind of lazy as you well know. Let’s see…I’ve been out once since going to see The Dark Knight Rises. It was not a good time. We took the kids to Chuck E. Cheese in Joplin. It was hot as fuck and damn[…]

Another night of drunkenness…

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Published on: August 15, 2012

So we had ourselves another night of drunkenness. This time everybody’s favorite curmudgeon was in attendance and he got…well drunk. With that said, I got very very drunk, and very very fast. I don’t know what the hell hit me so hard but it really fucked me up. I slept through a good portion of[…]

The world wide web sucks…

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Published on: July 10, 2012

So I got an invite on facebook to join zoosk. Dating site or some such nonsense. I have no life, so figure “why the fuck not.” I sign up, set my search settings and start going through my matches. I don’t even get through 10 matches and who do I see…the ex-lady. Needless to say…I’m[…]

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