Just random musings…

Been awhile huh? Not too terrible much to talk about as I’m kind of lazy as you well know. Let’s see…I’ve been out once since going to see The Dark Knight Rises. It was not a good time. We took the kids to Chuck E. Cheese in Joplin. It was hot as fuck and damn near passed out in the car on the way up there. Was miserable the rest of the time. Stomach was upset, kids were on my nerves, and still had to make the trip home. Only plus is the gang all got together again. I also watched Battle Royale while everybody went to play games…good times. I love that movie. Anyway…Chuck E Cheese sucked.

Still with the current lady despite my best efforts to chase her off. You know what sucks about being me? Knowing how insecure I am, and pessimistic I am. Knowing I’m saying something fucked up and wrong yet still saying it. Like I can’t control myself. It’s really quite a pain in the ass…to me and the lady. Probably more so for her…yet she’s still here. Guess that’s a good sign. The negative thing about me now is, thanks to my last relationship…I’ve become even more insecure and for the first time ever…finding myself getting jealous. Just untrusting and questioning everything. Not a good look. I’m trying to find a balance, it’s just slow going. I’m just always assuming the worse, then I get grumpy, quiet, and passive aggressive and she’s wondering why I’m upset, and I don’t have an answer. 99% of the time, it’s my insecurities. I’m not an easy one to be with right now, but she’s been pretty understanding and I’m thankful for that. She’s a keeper 🙂

Finally got my GED pre-test rescheduled. Hopefully I make it to this one. No expectations…Plus to this, is once the pre-test is done I can do everything online.

Got myself a dentist appointment upcoming and a tentatively planned trip to the movies for the end of the month. Other than that, nothing going on in my little world.

Kids are back in school so I get some free time again. Spending most of it watching The Wire on HBOGO. Amazing show…I heart Omar…no homo. When I’m not doing that, I’m slowly reading Lamb by Christopher Moore. Gonna try to finish it up tomorrow. In more media news, I tried to watch Battle Royale II…fucking horrible. It is just a flaming pile of shit. One of the worse movies I’ve ever seen part of.

In more, more media news…I’ve found all of my missing Hayao Miyazaki/Studio Ghibli movies. They had been missing for well over 6 months much to my dismay. They were hiding amongst my plethora of mistreated and mostly ignored DVD collection. In honor of this, I watched My Neighbor Totoro today, Spirited Away yesterday, and Castle in the Sky a couple times in the last few days. Good times. I’m thinking Howl’s Moving Castle or Porco Rosso tomorrow. Now I need to buy Princess Mononoke which was the first Hayao Miyazaki/Studio Ghibli film I ever saw. Ponyo is another one I like quite a bit…I’m a bit of a nerd/geek 🙂

Hmmm, not much else to say…Oh, as an addendum to my drunken post…I was indeed black out drunk. The tape confirms it. I don’t remember shit, but the tape doesn’t lie lol. I vow to not get that drunk ever again and may the damning footage never see light of day 🙂 Allen getting his drunken harmonica on however is on youtube as I type and you read. Cody is also quite comical in his drunkenness…me, I move like 4 times throughout the 17 minute video…I’m a bit drunk.

Until next time…fuck you very much!

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