Nothing changes…

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Published on: June 27, 2012

I’m done trying. I give up. I don’t know why I thought things would be different this time. No GED pre-test for me today. No getting up. No new wheelchair. Just the same shit, different day. If not for the kids, I’d just completely check out. Nothing for me otherwise. No one to spend my life with, no goals, no cares, no point. I’m done.

4 Comments
  1. Shawnee says:

    Why the change of mind?

  2. LilCube says:

    Unfortunately, I need help to do the things I wanna do. I’m not getting that help…so what’s the point of optimism when you control nothing?

  3. Shawnee says:

    I bet if you really focused on controlling you and suck with it for a while the rest of it my fall into place. Don’t give up, but you have to do it for you, not to get her back. Thinking of you…..

  4. LilCube says:

    Oh, she’s not the issue. We’re actually in a pretty ok place right now. The problem is, I can’t get myself up, I can’t drive myself to where I need to be, I can’t do anything without help. That help is not here. Focusing and sticking with it doesn’t help without those around me to assist. All I can do is accept my lot in life and do what I can with what I have.

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