I’m doing ok now…for now.

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Published on: May 19, 2012

After reading the last blog numerous times I see I may have been a bit…dickish. We were together for 8 wonderful months. You don’t spend that amount of time with somebody and share what we shared. The smiles, laughs, tears. The long conversations about any and everything. Waking up in the middle of the night and knowing there was somebody you could call if you wanted to and they wouldn’t think twice about it. How dare I question what we had? It cheapens everything and that’s not how I will choose to remember it. I do stand by everything in the last paragraph of my last posting. Those thoughts do still haunt me.

I’ve always liked this quote, even if I haven’t lived by it. “The hardest challenges result in the greatest rewards.” I hope to live my life that way from here on out. There’s a chance I’ll fail at some point, but I’ll never know if I don’t try. And the rewards I’ll get from succeeding will far outweigh any failures I may have. I can pick myself up and try again if I do fail, but I can’t succeed if I don’t try. I hope the former lady love will take that to heart and while I do mean me in some part, I mean life in general for the most part. You learn more from your failures than you do your success. My failed relationship has proven that. I’ve never been more motivated to be all that I can be…I just wish I had a certain lady to share it with.

Until next time, I still love you…

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