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- I didn’t miss me either by LilCube
So I’m back…I guess. Not a lot has changed. Older. Grumpier. Blessed. Not reading as much. Not watching as much. Not going out…ever. Some shit has changed. Niece is in state care. She’s defiant, angry, spiteful, and just not overly pleasant right now. She’s in a state hospital residency thing. Oldest has really gone downhill.[…]
- Just get it all out there… by LilCube
Ok, here’s my last bitchy, whiny, woe is me, life sucks, lonely, shit stain of an existence post…for awhile. I spent over half my life without female companionship. The saying “ignorance is bliss” has never been so perfect. I had no idea what I was missing as I didn’t have it. I was “happy” in[…]
- Pointless blog post… by LilCube
Since my last post, nothings changed. Still a miserable fuck. Have found myself a new play thing. Blonde, young(just turned 23), cute, sexy, and…fun 😉 Best part, she lives many states away and other than the physical there’s no connection. It gets my mind off…things. Which is good. I miss having someone to talk to,[…]
- “I hate life.” by LilCube
This has been my daily mantra every morning for like 3 years. Sure there were some days that were okay. Sprinkles of hope here and there. There was Tiffany, which at the time seemed amazing, but seriously. That was a fucking nightmare. Yay me! I got to fuck a lying, drug addict. And that was[…]
- Personality test… by LilCube
Personality Disorder Test Results Paranoid |||||||||||||||| 66% Schizoid |||||||||||| 42% Schizotypal |||||||||||||||| 70% Antisocial |||| 14% Borderline |||||||||||||||||||| 82% Histrionic |||||||||||| 46% Narcissistic || 10% Avoidant |||||||||||||||||| 74% Dependent |||||||||||||||||||| 82% Obsessive-Compulsive |||||||||||| 50% Take Free Personality Disorder TestPersonality Test by SimilarMinds.com The top 4 disorder descriptions Borderline Personality Disorder – individual shows a generalized[…]
- Just random musings… by LilCube
Been awhile huh? Not too terrible much to talk about as I’m kind of lazy as you well know. Let’s see…I’ve been out once since going to see The Dark Knight Rises. It was not a good time. We took the kids to Chuck E. Cheese in Joplin. It was hot as fuck and damn[…]
- Another night of drunkenness… by LilCube
So we had ourselves another night of drunkenness. This time everybody’s favorite curmudgeon was in attendance and he got…well drunk. With that said, I got very very drunk, and very very fast. I don’t know what the hell hit me so hard but it really fucked me up. I slept through a good portion of[…]
- The world wide web sucks… by LilCube
So I got an invite on facebook to join zoosk. Dating site or some such nonsense. I have no life, so figure “why the fuck not.” I sign up, set my search settings and start going through my matches. I don’t even get through 10 matches and who do I see…the ex-lady. Needless to say…I’m[…]
- Nothing changes… by LilCube
I’m done trying. I give up. I don’t know why I thought things would be different this time. No GED pre-test for me today. No getting up. No new wheelchair. Just the same shit, different day. If not for the kids, I’d just completely check out. Nothing for me otherwise. No one to spend my[…]
- 2 months down…a lifet… by LilCube
Yesterday marked 2 months since the split. I handled it much better than the 1 month un-niversary. It’s not any easier, but I’ve learned how to handle it better…don’t be a douche. I’m not gonna dwell on it…in this post. I go Wednesday to take the GED pre-test. Then may have to wait to do[…]
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Welcome , today is Thursday, May 23, 2019
Don’t punish those who care about you.
Cared so much they had to go behind our back and couldn’t talk to us about it. Besides who are we kidding here. We see each other twice a year and at most say 10 words to one another. Again, I am done. I’m sure you’ll get over it, I already am.
My suggestion would be support us then instead of trying to tear my family apart – let us heal and get on with our lives and give these kids the best love and support we all have to give them.